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Ἄορνος (Aornos)

Ἄορνος* (Aornos)

(For those interested, Aornos was Alexander's final siege in his Indian campaign. It was an extremely elaborate and well fortified piece of the Hindu Kush. To me, Aornos represents the point from which Alexander began pushing for the sake of pushing. Wherein this king, whose meaning and raison d'être we conquest, became acutely aware that he could not possibly keep that which he is about to take.  There's something very humanizing about that impasse, about that point where Alexander saw the limits of his prowess manifest before him.  He would go as far as the Hyphasis river, where his troops would refuse to march forward and go over the Ganges.)

My conquest gives me reason

My eyes cannot stray

Heracles** couldn't take it

But nothing will stand in my way

The lines move ever backwards

There can be no retreat

I shall always be with you in spirit

Where the Acesines and Hydaspes meet!

I am come thus far

But I'll never see Macedon again

Aornos o Aornos

Won't you let me rest

Lost in a land I own

Own but do not understand

Wisemen and soothsayers around me

Asia falling apart in my hand

(I am come thus far

But I'll never see Macedon again

Aornos o Aornos

Won't you let me rest )

The gods do so hate the mortals

Whose glory shan't quietly die

Oh, what hateful things are glory and victory

The absence they leave in our lives

*Aornos was the Greek name of this fort, which literally means "birdless." Why was that the case? I haven't a clue but there are some etymological speculation online.

**There is a story where Alexander was enticed to take this fortress to compete with Heracles. Alexander's family, the Argeads, claimed to be descendants of the Theban demigod, and legend has it that Heracles himself could not take Aornos. This story is widely doubted and Arrian, who wrote The Anabasis of Alexander, also didn't believe it, but I thought it was a compelling little side-note

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Diplomacy VII - Death Tourism

So here and there, in these less than fun times, I feel the need to cynically, and some might say insensitively, talk about politics on the page. Usually, most of my Diplomacy series has two markers -

  1. It opens with “I’m not a diplomat, I just lie a lot”

  2. It goes directly to my drawer.

But seeing as everybody is already fighting on one street or another, I thought - why not arm myself with a blunt object (my drawer) and go online?

Results inbound -

Diplomacy VII- Death Tourism

Springtime is here, the missiles are in bloom

Ran out of Kiev, nearly forgot my tomb

Tel Aviv and Tehran just started to dance

I'd bring my dancing shoes if I got the chance

Washington is never next, Putin sleeps all too well

Somewhere, somehow - Khamenei is smiling up from hell

The whole world will look like Khan Yunus

A smoke plume rises from Nablus

Maduro on an overnight flight - eye covers ready

Cuba and Haiti, earthquake rockin steady

But I bought their freedom on a Saudi buck

And the UN never really gave a fuck

If you can't beat em - join em

Never again again

We don't ever gotta stop

As long as we cut the fault and bring a mop

So for the final time -

I'm not a diplomat - I just lie a lot

I'd stop but...

I've got no reason to.

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The City of the Immortals

The City of the Immortals

Stairways in and out of my mind

An apple of the blind eye

Four faces all avert their gaze

Guess it all figures in figures -

I was never meant to understand,

The cave dwellers spoke of

Where the heart runs away from the hand

Do the walls hide them or  protect us?

Mirrors that we reflect

Monstrously yoked together!

It all figures in figures

Purposeless ways purposefully wrought

The cave dwellers spoke of

An eternity they forgot

They live for forever

In what eternity would consider a day

And this, this they called reason

"This city, I thought, is so horrific that its mere existence - the mere fact of it having endured, even in the middle of a secret desert - pollutes the past, and the future, and somehow compromises the stars! So long as this city endures no one in the world can ever be happy, or courageous. I do not want to describe it."

- Jorge Luis Borges, The Immortals (The Aleph and Other Short Stories)

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Wargames

My teeth are bullets

Digging through my gums

My friends are memories

Left somewhere in the mud

My eyes are reticles

My solid gunpowder skin

Im a profitable abomination

One day you'll grapple with me, your sin

My fingers are bayonets

They do not caress

Come get rid of me -

Add another bullet to my chest

In me you see glory

In me you see horror

In me you see money

In me you see a rise

(...a fall)

So come throw your life away, child

Gamble on margins razor thin

You struggle and fight against your demons

But rest assured we will win

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